Wednesday, March 28, 2012
i dont no... but... i feel so weird this few days... i really envy those people who can share their thoughts and problems with others either face to face or through the net... but when i do that, i seemed being ignored... im not sure...but i think those people who ive treat them as my brothers r drifting apart from mi n i feel like they think im irritating... n i just wan to be a normal 15 year old guy hu can hav a relationship openly n go out together to hav our meals...but i just cant seem to get it done... im feeling sick... as in both sick of life n sick in health... i think i hav problem with my health n its getting worsen each day... i doesnt no how long can i live n dont no wats going to happen the next min... i really wan to appreciate wat i hav now but i doesnt hav anything to appreciate
why am i always the one who is giving my best to everything, giving people wat they wan or even do things for them, but y they just dont appreciate n doesnt even giv mi something in return, sometimes not even a thank you n worse still, they take up all the credits and left all the shit to mi...
crying in the silence is the worst feeling...
posted by kadenxy on Wednesday, March 28, 2012