Tuesday, May 22, 2012
honestly speaking, im jealous seeing my friends,best friends rather so close together with each other...but im happy...at least i know that they are happy n hav someone to turn to when they r in trouble or hav trouble instead of mi who cant help anything instead adding more problems...i ask myself...how many of my friends that ive regard them as my best friend r really my best friend?do they treat me as their best friend also?...i hav no one to talk to when im troubled by something...only through this blog...but sometimes, this website is also bullying mi...i cant share with others because i promise to keep all this secrets to myself...secrets will always be secrets...i will never tell anyone unless for special reason... my eldest brother is graduating from his poly tomoro, after that, ns then uni...my second brother, although he looks like he is not serious in his studies, but he is doing very well. me? i dont no...i really cant imagine myself in the future. but one thing im sure, im the most useless kid in this family...i think my last graduation will be my ite graduation, n i dont think my parents would want to go. n i dont wan them to go. i dont wan them to remind themselves that they hav such a useless child... i dont no wat the use of mi living in this world...snatching oxygen? maybe im the reason for end of world...
posted by kadenxy on Tuesday, May 22, 2012