Wednesday, July 25, 2012
u happy, treat me like ur brother, u not happy, ask mi to fuck off...seriously, wat kind of friend r u? i treat u as my brother then u treat me like that?haizzz...idk wat to do...my mom saw the summary of my posb bank n she say i spent alot of money...yes i do. n most of it i spent on u...but nothing came in result...i keep on asking myself, y am i border so much, people doesnt hav mi in in their heart n y should i reserve a place in my heart for them? my chest pain is getting more n more often n its always near my heart area...im worried that i hav some heart disease or something, i hav difficulties in breating sometimes too...all i can do is pray n cry... n level, friends, relationship n family...so much presure n stress...i feel like slit open my throat n let the blood flow slowly...im tired of living...really...
posted by kadenxy on Wednesday, July 25, 2012